Even if...

Haven't updated in a week. I guess I should though, cause a lot happened.

First of all, I moved back to mom and dads (boo) cause me and hubby are going through a rough patch sort of speak.
We have some issues with him not being able to "come out" to his friends and it has caused a bunch of unneeded trouble.

Anyhow, now we've talked and we've decided not to break up atleast. We'll still date, and finally go on real dates. (I don't even remember how to date anymore, lol)

I'm at his/our place right now. But I can't get any sleep.

I'm really tired of everything and I really feel like I was a complete moron to have taken my whole summer holidays in June... cause now I'd really need a break from work.

I've been at work for three weeks now, and it's not the work that's getting to me really.
I just feel down, overall... and I don't know what's causing it really.

Hmm. I'm glad I'm here, but I wish I could turn time two weeks ahead... Or a few months back. To start of May, maybe.

Work wasn't all that bad today, though... And it was somehow funny, cause it was raining and I was cleaning up the kitchen and all.. And at times I looked at the people eating and talking and having a good time with each other... and I felt like one of those charecters from movies that just stand on the background, working at the cafe or a restaurant where the main charecters have escaped the rain and you only see a glimpse of them... but they too have a storyline. You just never know it.
Kinda funny. And sad.

Whilst this was going on inside my brain, Duffy's Warvick Avenue was playing on the background and I don't know if it was the situation with the rain and the funny thoughts, but I actually liked the song.
Once I said I hated Duffy, cause she's just a goody-goody version of Amy Winehouse, and that most of her fans are just wannabes trying to listen to something cool... Meh. Might have to take that back.

Here's Warvick Avenue for you:


...sigh.

Ps. It's a really rainy weather today, and I love it... I love rainy days (even though they mess up my hair and make it all curly)